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Post by Lunar Music on Nov 10, 2005 20:26:30 GMT -5
Ok, so it hardly counts as a diary. More like a loose-leaf notebook, with papers stuck in more or less at random. Still, it has Le Journal de Eric written on the front in bold script. And it has a few entries, in scratchy, almost illegible writing.
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Post by Lunar Music on Nov 11, 2005 19:49:23 GMT -5
I made it.
Joan's here. She's still calling herself Zepher. A lot of other people are here, too.
I'm sharing a room with a Fox/cat hybrid, name of Kitsuku. It's weird. I think - I'm not sure, but I think - it might be Craig's old room. Joan's not saying anything about it.
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Post by Lunar Music on Dec 12, 2005 1:06:11 GMT -5
Too long since I've written.
Not sure why I'm writing, really. I can't read this easily, and no one else is going to read it at all. At least, I hope not. But perhaps it's best to get things out where no one will hear them. That way, they don't slip out at awkward times.
I can hear some of them - Kat. Buffy, sometimes. Danica, in bits and snatches. The new boy, Kadraishi. And Joan, of course. Always Joan. Others are... blank. Unreadable - Adrian. Kitsuku, except when he entrances me. Kareena, most of the time. It's lonely, not being able to hear those around me.
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Post by Lunar Music on Mar 27, 2006 20:00:40 GMT -5
So... I'm really bad at the whole journal thing, arn't I? Too much going on, I might as well write some of it down.
Maybe it will keep me from leaking.
Not that' I've been leaking - I havn't done that in years. My sheilds have been feeling strained, though. Maybe it's because there's nowhere for any of it to go. Back at Orion, there was always someone in the group to mind-merge with, to let thoughts settle and get a second view on things. Here... well, Joan doesn't mind, but so much of the anxiety is about her, anyhow. So I just let it stew inside my head - I suppose I could just talk to someone, but it's not the same. It's so easy to be misunderstood. I'm realizing I don't know any of the other psys enough to ask them to help out.
Well, Kitsuku probably wouldn't mind, but I havn't seen him much, and he's not exactly the deep sort, you know?
And the others - Adrian? No. I'm not even sure he counts as psy, or if it would work with him, and there's no way I'd ask. Guadalupe? Couldn't ask her, she's Guadalupe.
Genesis? Hah. She's the last person I want seeing what's going on in there. Too much of it's too incriminating... Particularly the ones where I imagine her without her clothes.
So anyway... We've all been on edge, lately. Seems some lab's figured out where we are... Joan's going to see if she can't negotiate something with them. Personally, I think her first move out of Orion should have been to go to the media.
She says no, if she had, Dekker would probably have killed the rest of us to hide the evidence, no matter what Marino said about it. The frustrating part is that she's probably right. The other frustrating part is that she doesn't seem to recognise the danger in her plan. She's not letting anyone but Buffy and Echo go with her physically, although Adrian and I will both be sending along spy-eye type things.
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